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[Aug. 1st, 2018|12:05 am]
The girls had been planning details about the wedding for hours. He had offered them the use of his chambers because Catania hadn't been feeling well but insisted on speaking to Amberle about some of the ideas she'd had. Keeping busy by setting her mind on something pleasant seemed to help with the morning sickness, so he'd gracefully bowed out and let them do what they did best. Once he'd returned hours later, he found them both asleep and didn't have the heart to wake his niece, so he'd covered them both up and retired to the main room. He wasn't tired yet - at least he hadn't thought so, but at some point he dozed off.

Nightmares were common for him. They'd plagued him ever since his family had begun being slaughtered, one by one. The black, soulless eyes of the Dagda Mor haunted him frequently, but this time the dream was different - far more intense. Amberle' screams pierced through the palace walls. He immediately took off running in the direction it'd come from: the nursery. He arrived just in time to see the blade pierce his niece's heart, her body falling to the floor in a pool of blood. His heart was beating so fast it felt like it was going to leap right out of his chest as he dropped to her side, only once again, he was too late. Catania was in the room, only she didn't move or cry out as he had - just stood there with a sadistic smile on her face cradling the lifeless body of their infant daughter. He parted his lips to ask why, when a flash of red flickered in her eyes. She knelt beside him, tauntingly running a finger down his jawline as she placed their child's tiny limp frame in front of him. The Dagda Mor chuckled, basking in his triumph of robbing Ander of everything he held dear. Ander's entire body trembled violently as he scooped up his baby girl and cradled her in his arms, letting out another long agonizing scream.

It was then that he felt the firm grasp on his shoulders, and his eyes shot open. Terror was etched across every inch of his face and real tears had formed in his eyes, threatening to fall. His breathing only slowed in the slightest when his gaze met Allanon's dark, concerned stare.

"Relax, Your Grace. It was only a dream."

Allanon often roamed the halls at night needing far less sleep than the others and had heard the commotion from inside. It had taken several minutes to roust him, but he had refused to abandon the young king in his time of need.

Somehow Allanon's steady grip had a calming effect on him, but the images continued to replay themselves over and over again in Ander's head. He said nothing as he fought to compose himself, although he finally nodded to show he was alright.

Once Allanon took a step back, he lifted his hands and ran them roughly across his face, trying to shake off the uneasy feeling that still remained. "Please don't tell anyone about this," he quietly pleaded.

They were all worried about him already - ever since he'd gotten back. There was no question that he was a changed man because of what he'd seen and been through these past couple years, but he was their king: he was supposed to look after them, not the other way around.

Allanon had never been much of a conversationalist, so it should have gone without saying that he would not repeat what he'd just witnessed to anyone. However, he gave a compliant nod to reassure Ander of his silence. "I am here for you, Your Majesty - just as I was for your father. Whatever you confide in me will never leave this room." It was an invitation to talk about what he'd seen in his dream, but he would not force it. He could read the boy's mind and spare the other from having to verbally express what had him so terrified that his entire body continued to tremble with fear, but he chose not to intrude on anyone's personal thoughts without their consent unless the fate of The Four Lands was at stake or some other pressing matter.

There was a long pause as Ander pondered whether he should say anything or just try to let it go. It wasn't that he didn't trust the Druid. He just didn't see much of a point in talking about it. But the sickening feeling in the pit of his stomach lingered, and a part of him needed affirmation that what he'd seen could never come to pass.

"I dream of him often... the Dagda Mor. But this time it was different. It felt so real... He murdered Amberle right in front of me, just like Arion. I hadn't gotten to her in time. Catania was there, but... it wasn't Catania. And our daughter... she-" His voice shook uncontrollably as one lone tear escaped from the corner of his eye and rolled down his cheek.

"He cannot hurt you anymore," Allanon promised. As a father himself, he couldn't even begin to imagine how he would react if any harm ever came to his daughter. Ander had not needed to continue for him to surmise what the rest of the nightmare had entailed.

"Part of me knows that, but just because he's gone doesn't mean he doesn't still hold power over me," Ander confessed -- partly ashamed that he was at his most vulnerable in front of someone who never seemed to struggle with distinguishing what was real and what wasn't or deal with the emotions that resulted from it. He imagined it was difficult for Allanon to understand what it was like to feel powerless to protect the ones you love, or even powerless in general.

Ander shook his head, realizing how crazy he must sound. What he needed was a drink... a strong one to numb what he was feeling right now. He attempted to avoid the Druid's intense stare, having probably said too much already. But he found it rude to not at least offer his companion a glass of scotch as well, although it was politely declined.

He shifted uncomfortably when Allanon stepped closer to him, once again resting one firm hand, shrouded as always by a black leather glove, on his shoulder. Ander could still feel his body shaking, and he knew the Druid noticed it too.

"We all need reminding of who we are and what we are capable of. Fear is normal, but we cannot let it dictate our lives or cloud our judgement of what is real." It was the only thing Allanon knew to say to stress that it was alright to be afraid of a threat that could no longer do you physical harm, but true strength came from overcoming that fear and progressing forward. "Your family lies safe, sleeping soundly in your bed just down that hall." He allowed the weight of his words to sink in before continuing. "You were willing to sacrifice your life in order to prevent my daughter from experiencing a loss you know all too well. I give you my solemn vow that no harm will come to those you love. I will protect them, Your Grace, just as I will always defend you."

A grateful smile formed at the Druid's promise. It did make him feel better to know that Allanon was there and that when he'd sworn an oath to the new king, he had every intention of following through with securing their futures. He only wished that there was more he could've done to repay him for his loyal service and words of wisdom which had always been offered when he needed to hear them the most. So it really shouldn't have been that surprising that he would be the one to reassure him now.

"Thank you. I know that my aunt was crazy about you ... until now, I had a hard time understanding why. I bet a family isn't something you ever thought much about, and yet to my father, you always were. You are a trusted, ally. Don't get me wrong, but you're also a friend, and I consider myself very lucky to have you here - for as long as you want to stay."

The corners of Allanon's mouth twitched and lifted up into an extremely rare half-smile. He had had his doubts about the man standing before him: if he could, indeed handle carrying on King Eventine's legacy, or whether he would fall into old habits. He realized now that Ander's experiences, as tragic as they were, had shaped him into the king he had become, and they were all better off because of it. Friend was a strong word for someone who was accustomed to being alone, but he was adjusting to the idea of it. He was certainly grateful to be seen as more than a loyal servant.

Pyria, as much as he missed her, had given him something he never thought possible: a family. And although he would likely never admit it aloud, he was happier than he had ever been with the exception of when he had been with her.

Allanon did not know how to properly respond to such a personal conversation, so he chose to instead take note of how tired the king appeared and suggest he retire for the evening.

"I can't," Ander replied honestly, shaking his head. "Not yet, but you can go. I'm fine. I'm sure you've got more important things to do."

"I shall stay with you, Your Grace, if you'll allow it." He had no other place to be at the moment and even though the king said he was fine, the fact that he had refilled his glass twice already led the Druid to believe otherwise.

Nodding faintly, Ander accepted his company and saw this as an opportunity to perhaps get to know the most closed off person he'd ever met.
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[Jul. 30th, 2018|11:25 pm]
The king absentmindedly paced back and forth as he waited for Catania to join him. He was starting to feel like his old self again, but much of his recovery could probably be attributed to the secret plotting he and Amberle had been up to as of late. It took his mind off of everything that'd happened and helped him focus on the future instead of the painful memories of the past. Lyria had been crowned the new queen of Leah and had opened her kingdom's treasury up to assist the elves in rebuilding their homes and villages, for which he was eternally grateful. Even though they had not cemented their alliance by exchanging vows, she had proven to be a true ally and loyal friend. When he had promised to repay her for her generosity, she'd quickly reminded him that had he not intervened, she would've died by General Riga's hand.

Ander was beginning to wonder if Catania was coming or if she'd forgotten about their arranged meeting, but his fears were soon put to rest as he saw her and Amberle come bursting through the door. They exchanged a long look between them which caused him to suspect that they had been discussing some secret of their own, but before he could ask to be filled in on what had them both so giddy, Amberle excused herself from the room to give them some privacy.

"I'd almost forgotten what your laugh sounded like," he remarked with a half smile. Catania was mature and wise but also very innocent and carefree. When she and Amberle got together, it was as if the weight of the world was lifted from her shoulders.

"I must confess, I asked you here because there's something that's been weighing heavily on my mind."

Catania seemed distracted as she closed in the gap between them, nervously wringing her hands together though she didnt say anything. She curiously peered up at him, waiting for him to elaborate.

Ander paused, noticing how twitchy she was and that she looked a little flushed. How could he in clear conscience proceed if there was something troubling her? He didn't want anything to overshadow the moment or take away from its joy - or the joy he hoped it would bring. "But first... what's on your mind, Catania? Are you feeling well?"

She blinked a couple times before stammering out a reply. "No. I mean yes, I'm fine." The pause that followed lasted so long it almost seemed like that was all she was going to say before she blurted out, "do you like children?"

His initial response was an amused chuckle as he canted his head to the side ever so slightly, studying her a moment to see if she was serious or just being silly. She had a tendency to be quite random sometimes, especially if she felt uncomfortable. Had Amberle tipped her off about the proposal? Was Catania trying to avoid the question because she felt it was too soon? He was beginning to grow more nervous himself. Doubts were beginning to circulate about if this was the proper time and forum to do this, even though they had been in an open and committed relationship for months (excluding the year prior to that where they had also been together, but only behind closed doors).

To be honest, he didn't have alot of experience with kids, but he'd always fared well with Amberle and her friends.

"Of course," he replied, eyeing her closely. "What's going on?" His tone was slightly more serious than before as he motioned towards the sofa for her to sit.

Catania wasn't sure why she was stalling, but a part of her was scared. What she and Ander shared was unlike anything she'd ever experienced. She didn't want to do anything to make him feel trapped or jeopardize their relationship. She couldn't bear to lose him.

You have to tell him. He needs to know, she thought to herself before finally revealing what had her all worked up. "Amberle is so excited for us. She thinks you're going go make a wonderful father." That hadn't exactly been how she'd wanted to tell him or rehearsed it in her head, but it's what came out. Realizing he might be upset she told Amberle first, she quickly added, "I wanted to make sure you were okay before I told you... that you were better."

She didn't have to elaborate for him to know what she meant by that. His recovery had been far more difficult than he cared to admit, but those he was closest to were aware of how much he'd struggled. Even still, for Catania to feel like she had to keep something like this from him ... she should never have to shoulder something like this on her own.

And then it struck him: a child. They were going to have a baby...

For a second his mouth hung ajar as he stared at her, unsure of how to respond to something this monumental and unexpected. To say she'd caught him off-guard was a massive understatement.

"You're pregnant? You're sure?" He asked after she nodded in response to his first question.

For a moment he said nothing, allowing it all to sink in - shoving back any fears he had about potentially being a terrible father and screwing it all up. Yet there was no doubt in his mind that Catania would make an excellent mother and that there was no one else in the world he'd rather start a family with.

He slid his arm around her waist and drew her closer to him, resting his other hand on the nape of her neck. "I'm more than okay. You have made me the happiest man alive, and now we're going to start a family of our own." A part of him was terrified. After all, he hadn't always set the perfect example of what a son, brother, or even an uncle should be in the past, but he couldn't contain his excitement as a broad smile stretched across his face.

Even though he couldn't top her news, he had no intention of failing to carry through with what he'd had planned upon asking her here. "But first ... would you do me the honor of marrying me so that all of Arborlon may know you for the queen I've always known you to be?"

She had been so afraid of how he'd react to the baby that she'd been completely oblivious as to why he'd brought her here in the middle of the day when he had so much to do. Now it was her turn to stare at him wide-eyed and completely dumbfounded, a small part of her wondering if this was really happening.

The ring he had chosen took her breath away, but not nearly as much as he did. Her heart seemed to skip several beats as he placed it on her finger: a perfect fit.

Tears of extreme happiness flooded her vision as she leaned forward and pressed her lips passionately against his. Never had she ever imagined her life would turn out the way it had, but she considered herself truly blessed beyond measure. "I would love nothing more than to be your queen," she replied, blushing as his eyes met hers.

After exhaling in relief having begun to wonder if it was too much for her to process all at once, he placed his hand lightly on Catania's stomach, still shocked and amazed at the life they'd created. She slid her hand over his and gave it a light squeeze.

Everything was going to be okay. Maybe life really did have a way of rewarding those who'd survived the most. After all, the light always shined the brightest when it was dark.
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[Jul. 30th, 2018|06:38 pm]
"Uncle Ander?"

The faint sound of his beloved niece's voice stirred him from the deep sleep that'd overtaken him almost as soon as he'd arrived and failed to release him until now. He had assumed he was dreaming when she'd called his name, but once he fully awoke, he froze. There she was - looking the same as she had the last time he'd seen her - sitting on his bedside, staring at him with those large, dark, overly concerned eyes.

His lips parted to say something, but the words failed to come. He simply stared at her, dreading what this must mean, but part of him was also happy to see her - to hear her. They'd never gotten to say a proper goodbye, and her death had hit him hard. If it hadn't been for Catania, he didn't know how he would've gotten through it. Of course he'd visited the Sanctuary and spoken to the Elcrys, hoping Amberle could hear him, but it wasn't the same.

"Guess this means I didn't make it..."

Of course he'd think he was dead. She was supposed to be - sort of. It didn't matter how many times the Druid explained it all to her -- about blood sacrifices and replenishing the ground with a new seed, which had resulted in her freedom. Therefore she had no idea how she was supposed to explain it to her uncle who looked absolutely terrible, but she had to try.

She reached down and rested her hand on his forearm, giving it a gentle squeeze to prove to him that she was really there. "You're not- You're alive... and so am I. I don't fully understand how. Allanon said it had something to do with your blood mixing with the Elcrys ... that you made a blood sacrifice for someone that wasn't bound to you and so the Elcrys released me to repay you for your bravery."

For awhile, Ander said nothing at all. For the majority of his life, the Elcrys had just been a tree - not some grand protector of their kingdom from any demon army. Then to believe that this tree ultimately was what stood between their world and unleashing all hell on the Four Lands... it was a lot to process. When Lorin had told him Amberle said the tree was communicating with her, he hadn't believed him. Trees didn't talk. They didn't predict the future and somehow insert those images in the form of visions into an individual's mind - but this one did. Still, he didn't pretend to understand how the mystical realism of it all worked or debate what the Elcrys was capable of, not anymore.

After pushing himself up into a seated position, he reached out and brushed a stray wavy strand of hair from her face, pausing afterwards as if to make sure she wasn't going to disappear at his touch. It wasn't until Eretria came into the room and made a remark about how none of them could believe Amberle was back that he realized that this was real ... He wasn't seeing things or dreaming: she was actually there.

"Amberle?" When she nodded and smiled, he pulled her into a tight embrace, burying his face in her hair as he held her close. "I missed you. We all did. But I... I was lost without you."

Amberle had always been his saving grace. Especially after Aine had died, she was what kept him from veering further off the path. She'd needed a father figure, and for whatever reason she'd chosen him. Truth is she was the one person he'd feared letting down the most because everyone else in his life that he'd ever loved or cared for, he'd disappointed. It was different with her. In her eyes, he could do no wrong. He'd never understood it, and he certainly didn't deserve it - but she made him want to be a better man. Maybe now as king, he could protect her the way he should have before.

"It's okay. I'm here now, and I'm not going anywhere. I promise." Maybe it wasn't a promise she should make, not knowing what the future would hold, but nothing hurt Amberle more than seeing her uncle suffer. He had endured so much in his life, and all she wanted to do was care for him in the way he'd cared for her in the years following her dad's death. She wasn't a child anymore, and he was more broken inside than most people realized because he hid it so well. Together they could conquer anything. Whether he knew it or not, she drew most of her strength from his support and encouragement. Only he would've trained her to run the Gauntlet, just like so many other times he'd been the only one to give her the benefit of the doubt or a chance to prove herself at something that 'wasn't any of her concern.'

She returned the embrace, squishing him probably a little too hard given his current condition, but she wasn't really thinking about that right now. Drawing back, she saw the tears in his eyes and couldn't keep hers from rolling down her cheeks any longer.

Ander grabbed a hankerchief from the bedside table and wiped the tears from her face. Life had given him back the two women he loved more than anything else in this world, and he wasn't going to mess things up or let any harm come to either of them - not ever. It was a new beginning.

"Good. Because I have a feeling I may need your help with something..."
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[Jul. 30th, 2018|05:02 pm]
It took a moment for his eyes to adjust -- he'd been in darkness for so long. His entire body ached and throbbed with the tiniest movement. Although Allanon and Will had been able to heal some of his more obvious wounds, the extent of the damage to the elf's body was unknown, even to them, and so he still suffered greatly. The back of his throat felt like sandpaper due to being vastly dehydrated for days, maybe even weeks. He had lost track of time.

Once his vision did clear, his gaze shifted from one concerned pair of eyes to the next - lingering when it met an oh-so-familiar twinkling pair of crystal blue eyes that caused his heart to skip a beat ... those belonging to a woman he thought he'd lost forever. "Catania?" Her name was choked out in nothing more than a hoarse whisper.

She was unable to keep a large smile from sweeping itself across her face at the sound of his voice. They had been unsure of whether he would be able to move, speak, or even recognize any of them after what he had endured, but it appeared as if at least his memories were intact. Quickly she made her way to his side and dropped to her knees, instantly reaching out to slide her hand into the palm of his and tenderly squeeze it. Their relationship had mostly been kept a secret thus far. They would travel together or hang out at parties or events he invited her to, but they never formally made an appearance as a couple. It had been her decision to keep their romance quiet. At the time, she hadn't been prepared for all the attention (and criticisms) dating a king would bring. She'd also had a hard time wrapping her head around how someone of his importance could actually give his heart to a handmaiden he'd known most of her life. Ander had been respectful of her wishes and told only a selective few of their intimate relationship but she didn't want to hide it anymore. Her other hand lifted now as she lightly grazed his cheek. "It's me."

"How is it possible? Edain told me-"

Catania shook her head softly. "He locked me up so that I couldn't tell you what I'd seen, but he didn't hurt me." She had been kept under strict watch and some of the guards had commented on what a pity it was to have someone as beautiful as her locked away in a dungeon somewhere, but compared to how she could've been treated ... she considered herself very fortunate.

Ander tightened his hold on her hand, interlocking their fingers together as he attempted to sit up, still staring at her in amazement. He didn't try to stand though. Not yet. He knew it would be in vain.

For a brief moment, despite their audience, the only one he was aware of in the room was her. They'd been given a second chance, and he wasn't about to squander one more second of it. He'd made that mistake once with Diana. He wasn't about to do it again. Unable to find the right words, he pulled Catania closer to him - wrapping his arms tightly around her - ignoring the sharp pain that resulted from it. "I thought I'd lost you forever," he finally muttered quietly.

"You can't get rid of me that easily," she assured him, her heart pounding beneath her chest. She had been heartbroken when Jax and Eretria had freed her from her prison only to inform her that Ander had traded his life for Allanon's and was presumably dead. As someone who had lost everyone that he loved, he wanted to spare another of the same fate. It was the ultimate sacrifice ... and it was a noble one, one that she could understand and admire wholeheartedly - but that hadn't made it hurt any less. And now ... now fate had allowed him to come back to them: to the family that remained. "We should get you back to the palace. You need immediate medical attention."

"I can assure you that right now medical isn't the type of attention I desire." One corner of his mouth twitched and lifted into a half smirk as he attempted to be playful, but once he started to roust himself to his feet (with her help, of course) and realized what a challenge that was in and of itself, it faltered. Several pairs of hands helped steady him and prevented him from buckling forward when his knees didn't seem to want to fully support his weight.

Mareth would be the next one to step forward and unexpectedly toss her arms around him, careful not to knock him over. "I'm so glad you're okay." He barely knew her and while he and Allanon might've shared a brief past, the king didn't have to do what he'd done to spare her father from a brutal death at the hands of the Crimson.

He'd done it because Mareth was family. In a way, Allanon was too. The thought of Allanon being with someone in a romatic way still caused his head to spin (more so than it was already), but his Aunt Pyria had been crazy about him despite all the obstacles that stood in their way -- her brother, his father being one of those. Apparently Druids typically didn't have children, but this one did. He had a daughter who needed him more than she could express, and deep down Ander knew that no man, even one with a calling such as his, preferred to live and die alone. The Druid needed her as much as she needed him, and he was grateful for the opportunity to keep a family united, regardless of the cost -- something he had failed to do in the past for his own blood.

"Looks like you'll have to wait a little while longer to inherit the throne." He was joking of course, but his expression must not have hinted at it. When her brows twisted into a confused frown, he quickly added, "I meant what I said before. You're family now. I don't regret it." However he did regret how badly his body was betraying him now. He was feeling increasingly light-headed, and there was a jabbing pain that lingered in his side that almost caused him to double over due to how intense it was.

Whether Allanon read his mind or was simply good at assessing a situation and sizing a person up, he wasn't sure. But it was he who insisted they should get going right away. Soon it would be nightfall, and even though their most powerful enemies had been eliminated, several threats remained. "It is good to have you back, Your Grace," he added with a respectful nod. "I am forever in your debt."

Eretria had stayed with Lyria back at the palace waiting anxiously for the others to arrive. The relief was clearly visible on their faces when they saw Ander, alive and ... well, alive. He wasn't exactly walking on his own, but with a little medicine (or maybe alot) and some rest, he should be as good as new in a few days.

They all immediately sprang into action, welcoming their king back with enthusiastic smiles and uncharacteristically affectionate hugs. He was taken to the clinic right after, where he finally succumbed to his dizziness along with the rest of his injuries and lost consciousness. Several more hours would pass before he would wake again, Catania sitting vigile by his bedside the whole time - until she herself had drifted off to sleep, her head resting on his shoulder.
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[Feb. 8th, 2018|09:11 pm]
Happy New Year

Carly and Kim
Alexis and Sam
Molly and Kristina
Anna and Robin
Elizabeth and Emily
Laura and Lulu
Maxie and Nina
Jordan and Valerie
Kiki and Ava
Nelle and Josslyn
Hayden and Sabrina
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[Feb. 2nd, 2018|02:43 pm]
"How long have you known?"
"About what?"
"About Heinrich."
"I don't know what you're talking about."
"Don't - please, don't play games with me ... not about this." - "You were working with him all along. You knew he was Faison's son and that he was here in Port Charles. Why didn't you say anything?"
"You seem upset. What's going on?"
"I thought we were supposed to be on the same side! That you were serious about making amends and moving forward. After everything that happened with Cassandra, I believed you were devoted to standing by our truce."
"Slow down. You believed me because I meant it."
"Then why didn't you tell me about Faison's son?"
"Heinrich hated Faison as much as everyone else. He wanted him to suffer. But you and I both know that if certain people found out who he was, he'd be held accountable for his father's actions - punished for crimes he didn't commit."
"So you were protecting him?"
"Let's just say I understand how it feels to be judged based on one's lineage."
"I'm not buying that. There has to be something you're gaining out of this -- some personal benefit to keeping his secret. Why are you really protecting him?"
"I'm not."
"Yes, you are!"
"I'm protecting you."
"I'm not a fool, Anna. When Heinrich told me he didn't know who his biological mother was, I did some digging into Faison's past around the time the boy was conceived. Almost all paths led to you."
"He was obsessed with me. He always has been."
"But you were friendly towards him at first..."
"That's before I knew what a monster he was."
"I know you did what you felt you had to do..."
"I couldn't bare the thought of him knowing we had a child together, and I knew I'd make a terrible mother."
"So you gave him to someone who you thought would keep him safe."
"I never looked back."
"Are you alright?"
"Yeah. Just a little light-headed."
"Maybe you should sit down."
"I'm fine."
"Does he know?"
"You haven't told him?"
"It's not my secret to tell." - "Look, I meant what I said. The only one I was trying to protect was you."
"Why do you care?"
"Faison is not the only man who felt more strongly for you than you did for him."
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[Nov. 17th, 2017|09:45 pm]
Teddy and Owen
Xander and Willow
Doyle and Cordelia
Jack and Juliet
Boone and Shannon
Ward and Skye
Benson and Stabler
Tyler and Caroline

Jack and Kate
Sawyer and Kate
Charlie and Claire
Justin and Rebecca
Fitz and Simmons
Derek and Meredith
Robert and Kitty
Mike and Susan
Barry and Iris
Mark and Lexie

Stefan and Elena
Damon and Elena
Buffy and Angel
Buffy and Spike
Spike and Drusilla
Wesley and Fred
Max and Liz
Hook and Emma
Robin and Regina
Penny and Kady
Quentin and Alice

Sam and Dean Winchester
Peter and Nathan Petrelli
Stefan and Damon Salvatore
Robert McCallister and Kevin Walker

The Vampire Diaries
Once Upon a Time
The Magicians
Buffy the Vampire Slayer

Marvel Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D.
Grey's Anatomy
Law and Order: SVU

Quentin and Julia
Eliot and Margo
Buffy, Willow, and Xander
Susan, Bree, Lynette, and Gabrielle
Elena, Bonnie, and Caroline
Eliot and Olivia
Meredith and Cristina
Izzie and George


Once Upon a Time
The Vampire Diaries
Grey's Anatomy
The Magicians
Marvel Agents of SHIELD

SVU unit
Sam and Dean Winchester and Castiel
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[Jul. 4th, 2017|05:39 pm]
Coke or Pepsi: Coke
Dog or cat: Both
Spring, Summer, Fall, or Winter: Spring
Hamburger or hot dog: hot dog
Strawberries or bananas: depends on my mood
Chicken or steak: chicken
Wine or beer: wine
Day or night: night
Rain or sunshine: rain
Pie or cake: pie
Chocolate or vanilla ice cream: chocolate
Cookie dough or cookies and cream ice cream: cookie dough
Milky Way or Snickers: Milky Way
Oreo or chocolate chip: chocolate chip
Fishing or river rafting: river rafting
Football or baseball: football
Beach or amusement park: amusement park
Sci-fi or fantasy: sci-fi
Drama or comedy: drama
Horror or romance: horror
Singing or dancing: singing
Keyboard or piano: piano
Acoustic or electric guitar: acoustic
Zeus or Poseidon: Poseidon
Trumpet or flute: flute
Rap or rock: rap
Country or pop: country
Apple or orange juice: apple
Bacon or sausage: bacon
Pancakes or waffles: pancakes
Coffee or hot chocolate: hot chocolate
Soda or tea: sweet tea
Pool or ocean: pool
Sunrise or sunset: sunset
Shopping or Netflix: Netflix
Reading or listening to music: listening to music
Mexican or Chinese: Mexican
Starburst or Skittles: Starburst
Regular or peanut M&M's: Regular, but peanut is good too
White or dark meat: white
Hot coffee or ice coffee: ice coffee
Hazelnut, French Vanilla, Caramel, or Mocha: mocha
Muffins or Bagels: muffins
Macdonald or Burger King: Burger King
Popeyes or KFC: Popeyes
Zaxbys or Chik-Fil-A: Chik-Fil-A
Wendy's or Arby's: Depends on what I'm craving
Text or call: text
Pizza Hut or Dominos: Pizza Hut
Papa Johns or Papa Murphys: Papa Johns
Rain or snow: rain
Reading or writing: writing
Painting or drawing: drawing
Flowers or trees: flowers
Hiking or biking: hiking
Milk or juice: juice
Superman or Bateman: Superman
Flash or Green Arrow: Flash
Gold or silver: silver
Fire or ice: fire
Fruits or vegetables: vegetables
Baked or mashed potatoes: baked
Ketchup or mustard: ketchup
Ranch or thousand island: ranch
Sandals or sneakers: sandals
Jeans or leggings: leggings
Sweet or salty: salty
Bath or shower: shower
Breakfast or dinner: dinner
Snapchat or Twitter: Snapchat
Snow White or Cinderella: Cinderella
Ariel or Belle: Tie! My two faves
Tiana or Rapunzel: Tiana
Pasta or pizza: pizza
Bugs Bunny or Daffy Duck: Bugs Bunny
Hugs or kisses: hugs
Fried or grilled chicken: fried
Mello Yello or Mountain Dew: Mountain Dew
Dr. Pepper or Roob Beer: Dr. Pepper
Sprite or Sierra Mist: Sprite
Dress or skirt: skirt
Sweater or hoodie: hoodie
The Voice or American Idol: The Voice
Dancing With the Stars or America's Got Talent: DWTS
Project Runway or America's Next Top Model: America's Next Top Model
The View or Good Morning America: Good Morning America
Ellen or Rachel Ray: Ellen
The Bachelor or the Bachelorette: The Bachelor
Horseback riding or Mountain Climbing: horseback riding
Mickey Mouse or Winnie the Pooh: Mickey Mouse
Ernie and Bert or Big Bird: Big Bird
Cookie Monster or Elmo: Cookie Monster
Spongebob or Patrick: Spongebob
American Dad or Family Guy: Family Guy
Marvel or D.C.: Marvel
Fishing or kayaking: kayaking
Skating or bowling: bowling
Plane or train: train
Disney World or Universal: Disney
Circus or Carnival: carnival
Zoo or aquarium: zoo
Victorian style home or cabin in the woods: cabin
Apartment or house: house
Lip stick or lip gloss: gloss
Christmas or Halloween: Christmas
Soup or salad: salad
Turkey or ham sandwich: turkey
White or wheat bread: white
Netflix or Hulu: Hulu for shows, Netflix for movies
IOS or Android: IOS
Pen or pencil: pen
Tv or book: tv
Mountains or ocean: mountains
Subway or Firehouse: Firehouse
Dine in or delivery: delivery
Potato salad or pasta salad: potato salad
Rolls or cornbread: rolls
Pepper or salt: salt
Fish or shrimp: shrimp
Milkshake or smoothie: milkshake
Honey mustard or BBQ: honey mustard
Dark or white chocolate: dark
Heels or flats: heels
Bow tie or tie: tie
Pink or blue: blue
Purple or red: red
Green or yellow: green
Pastel or bright colors: pastel
Body wash or soap: body wash
Polka dots or stripes: polka dots
Theme park or water park: water park
Extrovert or introvert: introvert
Smile or eyes: eyes
Diamonds or rubies: diamonds
Wealth or happiness: happiness
Body spray or perfume: body splash
Auburn or Alabama: Alabama
Lion or tiger: tiger
Wolf or bear: wolf
Cow or horse: horse
Giraffe or elephant: giraffe
Once Upon a Time or Grey's Anatomy: Once Upon a Time
Stefan or Damon: Damon
Sam or Dean: How could I possibly choose?! Some decisions just can't be made.
Jason or Freddy: Freddy
Hannibal or Jigsaw: Jigsaw
Roses or lillies: roses
T-Rex or brontosaurus: T-Rex
Stegosaurus or triceratops: stegosaurus
Velociraptor or pterodactyl: velociraptor
Law and order: Criminal Minds or Law and Order SVU: SVU
Criminal Minds or NCIS: Criminal Minds
Vampires or werewolves: vampires
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[May. 26th, 2017|10:58 pm]
Nurse's Ball 2017

Carly and Sam
Maxie and Lulu
Alexis and Olivia
Kristina and Molly
Anna and Robin
Elizabeth and Emily
Nina and Hayden
Jordan and Valerie
Kiki and Ava
Nelle and Josslyn
Laura and Lucy
Emma and Charlotte
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[Apr. 21st, 2017|10:42 am]
"Is there a problem?"
"Yes. My son is getting married, and I didn't receive an invitation."
"That's because you're not welcome here."
"Is that true, Leopold?"
"Yeah, it is. You left us, and you never looked back. You don't get to be a part of this. You're not going to ruin this for me."

"Fitz, who was that man?"
"What man?"
"The one earlier from the gazebo. You looked upset. I was going to check on you, but Daisy insisted it was bad luck."
"It was my father."
"Your father? What on earth was he doing here?"
"Needed a favor, of course."
"You owe him nothing. After the way he treated you... he has some nerve. Is he still here?"
"I don't know, and I don't care. Today is about us. You, standing here in front of me now is all that matters."
"I can't believe we're actually married." - "There's something I need to tell you, and I'm not quite sure how you're going to take it."
"Whatever it is, we'll deal with it together. We're not just a team anymore, we're partners. We can survive anything."
"I'm pregnant." - "Please say something..."
"Pregnant? Really?! That's great. I mean ... I think it's great. Do you- do you think it's great?"
"Yes. I think it's wonderful. It's just, I didn't know how you felt about children, especially so soon."
"I love kids, and I know you're going to make an amazing mother."
"And you're going to be a terrific father."

"You look like a man with a lot on his mind."
"Can I ask you something?" - "What if Daisy told you she was pregnant?"
"What? Did she say something to you-"
"No. She's not. I ... hypothetically. What would your initial reaction be?"
"Our job is dangerous. Keeping them safe would be my top priority."
"Jemma and I are about to be parents."
"And you're afraid... of what kind of father you'll be because of how cruel and self serving yours was."
"The only example my father ever set was a bad one - showed me everything I didn't want to be."
"Okay, so use that." - "Look, you're not him. You're kind and compassionate - patient and loyal."
"Not always."
"I agree that how we're raised has a strong impact on how we turn out - what we pass along to others, but it doesn't determine who we are. We create our own destiny. Every choice we make affects how our future will turn out. What kind of parents you had or I had growing up doesn't matter. Not everyone leads by example. Some of us have to figure it out for ourselves, but that makes our conviction even stronger. For what it's worth, I think you'll make one hell of a dad."
"Thanks, Ward." - "So we can count on you guys to babysit, right? You know, if we ever need to go/get away."
-both laugh-
"I don't do baby talk."
"Me neither."
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[Apr. 19th, 2017|01:25 pm]
"I get it now ... why they fought so hard to protect you."
"You could've stopped me. I had a building full of kids flattened. I assassinated our Director. Maybe it wasn't real, but I still murdered him. I killed dozens of people. Tortured them, without even batting an eyelash."
"That wasn't you."
"Wasn't it?! Who's to say he isn't a part of me? If my father hadn't of left us or I'd ended up with some woman who-"
"Manipulated you. They manipulated you - guided your hand in everything. It was the way she designed it. You weren't in control." - "You can't keep beating yourself up over what if's. It'll eat away at you. Change you." - "You know, one of my biggest mistakes has always been not opening up to people. I bottle everything up, try and channel it into the mission, and it's cost me. I've made a lot of mistakes because of it. So.... your father, he treated you badly?"
"He took every opportunity he could to tell me how worthless I was and that I'd never amount to anything."
"And he was wrong. Look around you... you're a genius. You've got a woman who loves you - who believes that you could do no wrong regardless of what's going on right in front of her, and friends who would lay down their lives for you. You earned it, and you did that all on your own. That's not easy. Trust me, I know."
"My parents are wealthy... powerful. They look out for their best interests first and foremost. People don't realize how much of how we're raised or treated as kids shapes us into who we are, but it does. Everyone wants to be loved. Sometimes that unconditional love we crave just... doesn't exist."
"How did you get through it?"
"My younger brother, he needed me. I wasn't going to let him feel the way I did growing up. Everything changes when you become responsible for another human being." -- "For you, that person was Jemma."
"Why are you telling me this? I mean you hardly even know me."
"Because of what I did to you." - "I asked Coulson to fill in some of the gaps -- to help me gain an understanding of what I had done to this team and why everyone has such a hard time trusting me. What I did to you, Fitz... no apology will ever restore the time you lost because of me, but I want you to know that I am deeply sorry for everything I put you through. I can't erase what happened. I don't know if I can even comprehend it, but I want you to say whatever you need to in order to fully heal from it.. and believe me when I say I will never hurt you or anyone you love like that/in that way ever again."
"How can I blame you for something you weren't even a part of?"
"Because I have his face, his voice, his mannerisms. Because you finally have a chance to get it all off your chest..."
"The truth? You were like a brother to me. I just knew you wouldn't do it. Just as strongly as Jemma believed I wouldn't shoot Agnes or harm Daisy. I knew with absolute certainty that you wouldn't drop us at the bottom of the ocean and leave us for dead. We begged and pleaded for our lives, and you wouldn't even turn around and look at us - because you knew that if you did, you couldn't go through with it. I was certain we were going to die, but I figured out a way to save Jemma, and I don't regret it. But I spent months just trying to piece the simplest thoughts together. I was completely useless to this team -- worthless, even. And I blamed you. I blamed you for taking everything from me even after I'd defended you and made excuses for you for so long."
"I betrayed you. I damaged you, and everything that happened after that, I deserved. You didn't." - "I will spend as long as it takes to prove to you that I'm a different man and I am here for you - whatever you need."
"You know what the most twisted/worst part about it is? I'm glad that you're back, and I actually believe you because I'm weak."
"You're not weak. Who else could've survived what you did and come back a better man because of it? You've never been weak. You're the heart of this team, Fitz. And sometimes that's the hardest job of all."
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[Apr. 18th, 2017|06:54 pm]
"Ward, stop! You can't shoot him! This isn't who he is."
"You're going to defend him after what he did to Skye?! Look at her! No. He's not going to hurt anyone else ever again."
"Please, I'm begging you to spare him. He's a good friend to all of us. If anything ever goes wrong, he's the first one to reach out and help, and he's the only man who'll ever truly understand me because of how much he loves me... and how much I love him."
"Ward, she's telling you the truth. If you kill him, we can't fix this."
"So its true: you two are from a different world, and this one is just something someone made up in a program to live out their version of an ideal life."
"I'm sorry."
"So am I." - "All I want Skye, is for you to be safe, so go - before I change my mind."
"I wish you could come with me."
"You and I both know I can't." - "I know where you come from I was a traitor and a bad man, but this is the only reality I'll ever know, and I would do anything for you. When you get home ... I hope you remember that. It doesn't erase anything he - I - did to you and your friends, but maybe this is the only way I can make it right."
-- kiss --
"What changed?"
"I don't know."
"Your parents..."
"We're not close."
"Your brothers?"
"My younger brother and I keep in touch. I practically raised him once we emancipated ourselves. That's actually where I first saw you."
"So he never almost drowned in the well?"
"How'd you know about that?"
"You told me." - "Did I see you?"
"You ran right into me."
"We've got company."
"Daisy, we have to go. Radcliffe said he could get us out of here, but we don't have much time."
"Go. We'll cover you."
"That's insane! There's too many of them. You'll die."
"I'm already dead."
"Come on." - "Thank you... for sparing Fitz. I'll be sure he knows you're the one who saved us all."
"Skye... if your plan works, this is the last time we'll ever see each other so I want you to know that I love you. I'm sorry I was too afraid to say it until now."
"I love you too, and I'll never forget about this, I promise ." - tear falls -
"So you remember?"
"Every detail. I killed a woman in cold blood, Jemma, and I don't know how I can even look Daisy in the eye after-- after what I did to her."
"Oh, Fitz. That wasn't you. That was just some twisted make believe version she selfishly created so she could force someone to love her."
"Why? Why did Ward get to be a hero, but she made me a villain?"
"She was fond of you, and she knew the only chance she had was if she made me disappear. Everyone else's lives were based on removing their deepest regret and how they turned out because of it. Your timeline was the only one she manipulated for her own personal gain. Ward... accepted what he had done to us even though he had no recollection of it. He spared you because of the pain he'd caused all of us and because he believed me when I told him that you had been his friend. In a way, it was his way of atoning for what he did to you - and to us. I hated him so much for how he hurt you and the time we lost together because of it. I don't ever want to lose you again. I couldn't bare it." - "What do you say we go grab a bite to eat? Try to regain a sense of normalcy."
"I don't have much of an appetite at the moment."
"But I'm famished. Please, Fitz. Daisy doesn't blame you for any of it. Neither do I. I just am so incredibly glad to have you back. Don't shut me out now..."
"You're right. I'm sorry. All I want is for us to be happy. We've been through a lot, you and I."
"Yes, we have. Shall we?"
"There's nowhere else I'd rather be."
"Guys... what's going on?"
"He risked everything for us - for you - even when he had no reason to believe anything we were saying."
"Come on, if someone came to you and claimed they were from an alternate universe and the life you were living wasn't real, would you believe it? Would you give up everything for a group of people you'd never even met or sacrifice yourself for a world you had no proof even existed?"
"It's not that I don't want to believe he'll be different this time, but-"
"Think about it. If the one life altering event that changed your entire perception on the way the world works was removed, altered, wouldn't you be a different person?"
"Our experiences and our memories make us who we are. They transform us into the people we are today."
"He's dangerous."
"If he becomes a problem, we can shut him down."
"But you deserve a chance to be happy. And, I can't believe I'm actually saying this, but so does he."
"If we didn't give him a chance, we'd be taking a life. His body may be gone but his consciousness is real, and that's what makes us human. You should listen to them, Daisy. If I can forgive him for what he did to Jemma and I, can't you?"
"And you're okay with this?"
"We all have something to atone for."
"Where am I?"
"I told you this place was real."
"I thought you said that I-"
"Was dead? Yeah, about that... Guess you could say we found a loophole."
"Skye- Daisy, whatever you're trying to do... if I'm as dangerous as you say, then I shouldn't be here."
"Look, I know what Jemma and the others told you and it's going to take you some time to process everything, but they know what they're doing ... and I'm glad you're here."
"I want you to know that I don't expect anything from you-"
"Ward, shut up." - kiss - "Just don't screw things up this time. I really, really want this to work."
"So do I."
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[Jan. 27th, 2017|02:08 pm]
1.) Even if you resent someone's opinion you, have to respect it. -- I have come to realize I am very set in my ways and when someone disagrees with me or tells me we're going to do it this way instead, it upsets me. But life isn't always going to go our way, so we have to learn to let it go and find something positive with the situation.

2.) There are no "work friends" and "real friends." -- Workplace friendships are underrated. Some of the closest friends I have I've never hung out with outside of work, but I know I can trust them with anything and they'd be there for me in a heartbeat whenever I need them.

3.) Treat others as you want to be treated: not as they treat you. -- This was probably the hardest one for me to accept. It's so easy to be like, "Well if they're going to be like that, this is the last time I'm going to be nice to them or do them any favors." God made each and every one of us the way we are for a reason, and he gave me a big heart. Sometimes it's a good thing. Other times, not so much. But it's who I am. You have to embrace who you are and not let others affect your behavior or change you into someone you're not. Stay true to yourself.

4.) No matter how broken you are, there's always someone out there who wants to love you through it. -- I've never been the type to go looking for love. Generally it's found me and even though I always fight it off in the beginning, I fall hard and fast. Truth is you can love someone and realize that sometimes it just isn't enough. Once you have a child, everything changes. You don't just have to consider what you want or feel anymore, but what they do. And it's hard to walk away from something you thought was going to last forever, but somehow you find the strength to. You think you're done with it. You're heartbroken and don't want to do it again but then someone comes along and tells you they don't care how long it takes, that they will wait for you because you're worth it to them, and proves they truly understand what you're going through. That is so rare to find and as scared as I was at first, I'm so glad I took the risk to love again.

5.) There's no shame in making being a mom your number one priority. -- I wanted to be a stay at home mom both times I had my kids, but we just couldn't afford it. So I got a serving job which I've kept throughout the years because I like the people there and it's where I feel comfortable. So many times I hear, "You have a Bachelors degree? What are you doing waiting tables?!" Or "why don't you get a real job?' But the truth is no job is more important or fulfilling, and I've stopped letting people make me feel guilty for putting my children first. My degree isn't going anywhere. There's no expiration date on it, but my children will only be small for a little while.

6.) Letting go is hard. -- There are always going to be things you miss about your old life and the people you leave behind or that leave you. That doesn't mean you aren't happy with where you are currently. Whether it's a close friend, a former companion, or even something as simple as your old house or pets, it's hard to let go of anything you've loved or considered part of your safety zone, but you have to in order to move forward. You can't ever finish writing your story if you stay stuck in the same chapter or keep rereading the last one.

7.) People aren't always who you think they are. -- And no, this is not referring to my ex. It's in regards to a recent tragedy in which someone's life was brutally taken. You know, it's hard to always see the best in people - especially those with a dark past - because when they do something really terrible, you're totally thrown. You begin to question the goodness in people: whether we are inherently good... Whether turning a blind eye to someone's past mistakes is the right thing to do or completely foolish. You even begin to question why you trust anyone at all or believe people can change. The simple answer is because they can. There's always going to be evil in the world, but you can't let that harden your soul. Then evil prevails.

8.) I have amazing in-laws. -- You always hear horror stories about clashing with the judgmental and controlling mother in law or disapproving and opinionated father in law, but I have to say that I have the most generous and kind set of in-laws anyone could ask for. Not only that, but my entire extended family are awesome beyond belief, and I am so blessed to have become a part of their family.

9.) Everything changes. -- This one's pretty straight forward. The unfamiliar has always made me extremely anxious, but it's a part of life. Most changes are for the better or will at least lead to them in the near future. Sometimes it just takes a little time to see it. So much has changed for me this past year. It's been one heck of a roller coaster ride but once I stopped to really reflect on everything, I couldn't help but be amazed at the transformation. Also remember everything can change in the blink of an eye. Just because things aren't going your way or your situation isn't ideal at the time doesn't mean things won't turn around soon. Try to stay positive.

10.) God's got you. -- Last but definitely not least, whatever you're going through, wherever you are in life, God's going to take care of you. It might not seem like it at the time, but He is always there. He will remain by your side during the good times and the bad and if He brings you to it, He will bring you through it. Just hold on to your faith. Sometimes that's all we have. One of my all time favorite quotes is: "Sometimes God calms the storm. Sometimes He lets the storm rage and calms His child." Trust him.
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[Jan. 5th, 2017|11:11 pm]
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[Mar. 10th, 2016|06:11 pm]
Morgan Freeman
Cuba Gooding Jr.
Denzel Washington
Halle Berry
Forrest Whitaker
Michael Clarke Duncan
Will Smith
Laurence Fishburne
Terrence Howard
Thandie Newton
Taraji P. Henson
Viola Davis
Jamie Foxx
Tyler Perry
James Earl Jones
Cedric the Entertainer
Bernie Mac
Terry Crews
Marlon and Damon Waylon
Rosaria Dawson
Samuel L. Jackson
Carl Weathers
Whoopi Goldberg
Regina King
Oprah Winfrey
Lupita Nyong
Angela Bassett
Queen Latifah
Kimberly Elise
Gabrielle Union
Sanaa Lathan
Kerry Washington
Zoe Saldana
Loretta Devine
Danny Glover
Chris Rock
Chris Tucker
Kevin Hart
Ice Cube
Tracy Morgan
Dwayne Johnson
Chandra Wilson
Taye Diggs
Kat Graham
Jimmy Jean-Louis
Michael Jackson
Janet Jackson
Tyra Banks
Beyonce Knowles
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[Mar. 2nd, 2016|11:40 pm]
CD #14 - Christian songs of encouragement/inspiring Christian songs

For Bella part 1
"I Hope You Dance" - Leanne Womack
"Safe and Sound" - Matthew West
"In My Arms" - Plumb
"Come to Me" - Celine Dion
"If We Hold On Together" - Diana Ross
"Find Your Wings" - Mark Harris
"Never Alone" - Lady Antebellum
"My Wish" - Rascal Flatts
"Someday I Will Understand" - Britney Spears
"You're Gonna Be" - Reba
"I'll Be" - Reba
"Never Grow Up" - Taylor Swift
"A Mother's Prayer" - Celine Dion
"A Thousand Years" - Christina Perri
"You Are My Sunshine"
"Words I Would Say" - Sidewalk Prophets
"Gold" - Britt Nicole
"Miracle" - Celine Dion
"In My Daughter's Eyes" - Martina McBride
"I Will Be Here" - Steven Curtis Chapman

For Bella part 2
"Baby Mine"
Christian baby dedication
"Baby Girl"
"Little Wonders"
If You Don't Know ... "I'll Stand By You"
"Wind Beneath My Wings"
"Goodnight My Angel"
"Little Star"
"Never Gonna Be Alone"
"My Girl"
"Zoe Jane"
"My Little Girl"
"You'll Always Be My Baby"
"Butterfly Kisses"
"There Goes My Life"
"I Loved Her First"
"You're Gonna Miss This"
"Angel's Wings"

CD #1 - Mama and Daddy mix
"Mother Like Mine" - The Band Perry
"Mama's Song" - Carrie Underwood
"In My Daughter's Eyes" - Martina McBride
"Music of My Heart" - NSYNC
"The Perfect Fan" - Backstreet Boys
"Oh Mother" - Christina Aguilera
"Wind Beneath My Wings" - Bette Midler
"A Mother's Prayer" - Celine Dion
"Goodbye's the Saddest Word" - Celine Dion
"Like My Mother Does" - Lauren Alaina
"I Hope You Dance" - Lee Ann Womack
"Cinderella" - Steven Curtis Chapman
"Butterfly Kisses"
"I Loved Her First" - Heartland
"There Goes My Life" - Kenny Chesney
"You Can Let Go Now Daddy" - Crystal Shawanda
"My Little Girl" - Tim McGraw
"It Won't Be Like This For Long" - Darius Rucker

CD #2 - Throwback 90's mix
"Away From the Sun" - 3 Doors Down
"Every Time We Touch" - Cascada
"Heaven" - Cascada
"So Far Away" - Staind
"Fall to Pieces" - Avril Lavigne
"Boulevard of Broken Dreams" - Green Day
"She Will Be Loved" - Maroon 5
"Unwell" - Matchbox Twenty
"When I'm Gone" - 3 Doors Down
"3 AM" - Matchbox Twenty
"Secrets" - OneRepublic
"Meet Virginia" - Train
"Mockingbird" - Eminem
"Jump Around" - House of Pain
"Under the Bridge" - Red Hot Chili Peppers
"Unpretty" - TLC
"One Sweet Day" - Mariah Carey ft. Boyz II Men

CD #3 - love ballads of the 90's part 1
"Without You" - Mariah Carey
"I'll Be" - Edwin Mcain
"My Heart Will Go On" - Celine Dion
"I Don't Want to Miss a Thing" - Aerosmith
"I Don't Want to Wait"
"Here With Me" - Dido
"Hero" - Mariah Carey
"I Could Not Ask For More" - Edwin Mcain
"From this Moment" - Shania Twain
"Wherever You Go" - The Calling
"Collide" - Howie Day
"All My Life" - KC and Jojo
"Back at One" - Brian McKnight
"Amazed" - Lonestar
"I'll Make Love to You" - Boyz II Men
"Never Say Never" - The Fray
"How Do I Live" - Leanne Rimes
"I'll Stand By You" - The Pretenders

CD #4 - love ballads of the 90's part 2
"Ghost" - BBMak
"You and Me" - Lifehouse
"Iris" - Goo Goo Dolls
"Truly, Madly, Deeply" - Savage Garden
"I Turn to You" - Christina Aguilera
"Nobody Wants to be Lonely" - Ricky Martin and Christina Aguilera
"Private Emotion" - Ricky Martin
"She's All I Ever Had" - Ricky Martin
"I Do" - 98 degrees
"The Hardest Thing" - 98 Degrees
"Back to Your Heart" - BSB
"Quit Playing Games With My Heart" - BSB
"My Way" - BSB
"Drive Myself Crazy" - NSYNC
"Tearin Up My Heart" - NSYNC
"Nothing at All" - O-Town or Westlife
"I Wanna Love You Forever" - Jessica Simpson
"You Drive Me Crazy" - Britney Spears

CD #5 - Throwback 90's feelers
"Already Gone" - Kelly Clarkson
"Family Portrait" - Pink
"Here Without You" - 3 Doors Down
"Numb" - Linkin Park
"Too Bad" - Nickelback
"Nobody's Home" - Avril Lavigne
"Torn" - Natalie Imbruglia
"Listen to Your Heart" - DHT
"Broken" - Seether ft. Amy Lee
"Runaway Train" - Soul Asylum
"Because of You" - Kelly Clarkson
"The Scientist" - Coldplay
"Save Tonight" - Eagle Eyed Cherry
"Here's to the Night" - Eve 6
"Broken" - Lifehouse
"Let Her Go" - Passenger
"Apologize" - OneRepublic
"What It's Like" - Everlast
"Last Kiss" - Pearl Jam

CD #6 - misc.
"May It Be" - Enya
"Eden" - Sarah Brightman
"Innocence" - Avril Lavigne
"See You Again"
"How to Save a Life" - The Fray
"Bleeding Love" - Leona Lewis
"Happy" - Leona Lewis
"What Hurts the Most" - Cascada
"Hand Me Down" - Matchbox Twenty
"You Found Me" - The Fray
"Leave Out All the Rest" - Linkin Park
"It's the Only One You've Got" - 3 Doors Down
"Rehab" - Rihanna
"We Found Love" - Rihanna
"Love the Way You Lie" - Eminem ft. Rihanna
"Jar of Hearts" - Christina Perri
"Somebody That I Used to Know" - Gotye

CD #7 - Disney mix
"Love is an Open Door" - Frozen
"Let It Go" - Frozen
"For the First Time in Forever" - Frozen
"Do You Want to Build a Snowman" - Frozen
"For the First Time in Forever" - Frozen
"I See the Light" - Tangled
"When Will My Life Begin" - Tangled
"Something There" - Beauty and the Beast
"Beauty and the Beast"
"Be Our Guest" - Beauty and the Beast
"Friend Like Me" - Aladdin
"A Whole New World" - Aladdin
"Kiss the Girl" - The Little Mermaid
"Under the Sea" - The Little Mermaid
"Part of Your World" - The Little Mermaid
"Poor Unfortunate Souls" - The Little Mermaid

CD #8 - Disney mix part 2
"I've Got No Strings" - Pinocchio
"When You Wish Upon a Star" - Pinocchio
"Pink Elephants on Parade" - Dumbo
"When I See an Elephant Fly" - Dumbo
"Baby Mine" - Dumbo
"Listen With Your Heart" - Pocahontas
"Colors of the Wind" - Pocahontas
"Just Around the River Bend" - Pocahontas
"Strangers Like Me" - Tarzan
"You'll Be in My Heart" - Tarzan
"Go the Distance" - Hercules
"I Won't Say I'm in Love" - Hercules
"The Gospel Truth" - Hercules
"Reflection" - Mulan
"Bring Honor to Us" - Mulan
"I'll Make a Man Out of You" - Mulan
"Bare Necessities" - Jungle Book

CD #9 - Disney mix part 3
"If We Hold On Together" - Diana Ross
"Circle of Life" - The Lion King
"Can You Feel the Love Tonight" - The Lion King
"Hakuna Matata" - The Lion King
"Be Prepared" - The Lion King
"I Just Can't Wait to Be King" - The Lion King
"Friends On the Other Side" - The Princess and the Frog
"Almost There" - Princess and the Frog
"Gonna Take You There" - Princess and the Frog
The Princess and the Frog - Neyo
"Working Song" - Enchanted
"That's How You Know" - Enchanted
"So Close" - Enchanted
"Once Upon a December" - Anastasia
"Journey to the Past" - Anastasia
"In the Dark of the Night" - Anastasia

CD #10 - Best soundtrack songs
"Love is a Battlefield" - Pat Benetar
"No Easy Way Out" - Rocky IV
"Burning Heart" - Rocky IV
"Eye of the Tiger" - Rocky IV
"Hero" - Spiderman
"She's Like the Wind" - Dirty Dancing
"Time of My Life" - Dirty Dancing
"Unchained Melody" - Ghost
"Love Lift Us Up Where We Belong" - An Officer and A Gentleman
"Glory of Love" - Karate Kid part 2
"When the Doves Cry" - Prince
"You're the Best" - Karate Kid
"War" - Rush Hour
"Everything Burns" - Fantastic Four
"Footloose" - Footloose
"What a Feeling" - Flashdance
"What I've Done" - Transformers
"There You'll Be" - Faith Hill
"Shine Your Light" - Ladder 49
"Lose Yourself" - * Mile
"Rollin" - Fast and the Furious

CD #11 - Tearjerkers
"If We Hold On Together" - Diana Ross
"Christmas Shoes"
"Zoe Jane" - Staind acoustic
"Graduation" - Vitamin C
"If You See Her, Say Hello" - Bob Dylan
"The Little Girl" - John Michael Montgomery
"You're Gonna Miss This" - Trace Adkins
"I'm So Lonesome I Could Cry" - Elvis
"Knockin' on Heaven's Door" - Bob Dylan
"Whiskey Lullaby" - Brad Paisley and Alison Krauss
"Colder Weather" - Zac Brown Band
"In the Deep" - Bird York
"Say Something"
"Dont't Take the Girl" - Tim McGraw
"Angel' - Sarah McLachlan
"Concrete Angel" - Martina McBride

CD #12 and 13 - Songs of empowerment
"Fighter" - Christina Aguilera
"Stronger" - Britney Spears
"This One's For the Girls" - Martina McBride
"Survivor" - Reba McEntire
"Fly" - Maddie and Tae
"Try" Colbie
"Girl On Fire" - Alicia Keys
I'm a Keeper" - The Band Perry
"Fight Song" - Rachel Platten
"Stronger" - Faith Hill
"Brave" - Idina Menzel
"Bring On the Rain"
"I Am Invincible" - Cassadee Pope
"Tough" - Kellie Pickler
"Survivor" - Destiny's Child
"Who Run the World (Girls)" - Beyonce
"So What" - Pink
"Defying Gravity" - Idina Menzel
"Stronger" - Kelly Clarkson
"A Little Bit Stronger" - Sara Evans
"Roar" - Katy Perry
"Perfect" - Pink
"Hit Me With Your Best Shot" - Pat Benatar
"Love Me" - Katy Perry
"Hair" - Lady Gaga
"Keep Holding On" - Avril Lavigne
"Skyscraper" - Demi Lovato
"Lessons Learned" - Carrie Underwood
"The Climb" - Miley Cyrus
"Here's to Us"
"Invincible" - Kelly Clarkson
"Stand" - Rascal Flatts
"I Will Survive" - Gloria Gaynor

"C'Mon N Ride It"
"Tootsie Roll"
"Baby Got Back"
"Laffy Taffy"
"Stanky Legg"
"Nae Nae"
"Whoomp! There It Is"
"Jump Around"
"My Name Is"
"Ice, Ice Baby"
"Can't Touch This"
"Wild Thing"
"Back That Ass Up"
"Still Fly"
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[Feb. 28th, 2016|03:25 am]
Choice movie on eating disorders, alcoholism, or drug addiction
Hunger Point
Starving in Suburbia
Augusta, Gone
A Secret Between Friends
Perfect High
Bringing Ashley Home
The Secret Life of Zoey
The Party Never Stops: Diary of a Binge Drinker
Almost Golden: the Jessica Savitch Story

Choice movie on domestic violence
Dangerous Child
The Burning Bed
Reviving Ophelia
Terror in the Family
Black and Blue
No One Would Tell
The Book of Ruth
A Cry for Help: the Tracey Thurman Story
Cries Unheard: the Donna Yaklich Story
Ticket Out

Choice movie on rape or gender discrimination
The Tenth Circle
In Plain Sight
We Were the Mulvaneys
Prison of Secrets
Our Boys:Outrage in Glen Ridge
Bastard Out or Carolina
Prayers For Bobby
Boys Don't Cry
A Girl Like Me: the Gwen Araujo Story

Choice movie on teen violence/bullying
Odd Girl Out
Girl Fight
Sexting in Suburbia
The Killing Secret
Bond of Silence
Dying to Belong
Betrayed at 17
Seven Deadly Sins
Tell Me No Lies
Fab Five: the Texas Cheerleader Scandal

Choice movie ripped straight from the headlines
Amanda Knox: Trial in Italy
Jodi Arias: Dirty Little Secret
Natalee Holloway
Prosecuting Casey Anthony
Blue-Eyed Butcher
A Woman Scorned: the Betty Broderick Story
Casualties of Love: the Long Island Lolita Story
The Perfect Husband: the Laci Peterson Story
Menendez: a Killing in Beverly Hills
Drew Peterson: Untouchable
A Date With Darkness: the Trial and Capture of Andrew Luster
Lizzie Bordon Took an Axe
Fatal Honeymoon
All-American Girl: The Mary Kay Latourneau Story

Choice movie murder
The Happy Face Killer
The Staircase Murders
Murder in the Hamptons
Death of a Cheerleader
Hunt for the I-5 Killer
Love's Deadly Triangle: the Texas Cadet Murder
The Craigslist Killer
Murder on Pleasant Drive
The Stepfather
The Girl Next Door
The Two Mr. Kissels
Deadly Honeymoon

Choice movie on abduction or religious persecution
Crimes of the Mind
In God's Country
Escape From Polygamy
The Pastor's Wife
The 19th Wife
Family Sins
Outlaw Prophet: Warren Jeffs
Plain Truth
Stockholm, Pennsylvania
Cleveland Abduction
Big Driver

Choice movie: the stranger beside me or inescapable obsession
The Stranger Beside Me
Gospel of Deceit
The Perfect Teacher
Stolen From the Womb
And Baby Will Fall
Dark Desire
Fatal Vows: the Alexandra O'Hara Story
Cradle of Lies
Imaginary Friend

Choice movie mystery, horror, or psycho
Secrets in the Walls
Haunting Sarah
The Eye
The Gathering
The Hand That Rocks the Cradle
The Stepfather
Crowned and Dangerous
Wind Chill
Perfect Child

Choice honorable mention
An Amish Murder
Hit and Run
Flowers in the Attic series
Like Dandelion Dust
The Face on the Milk Carton
Secrets of Eden
The Preacher's Daughter
The Memory Keeper's Daughter
Like Dandelion Dust
A Mother's Rage
What She Knew
Hush Little Baby
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[Feb. 28th, 2016|02:24 am]
Jurassic World
Furious 7
Mockingjay Part 2
The Wedding Ringer
The Spongebob Movie: Sponge Out of Water
The Duff
San Andreas
Insidious Chapter 3
The Martian

Kevin Hart
Ryan Reynolds
Josh Hutcherson
Chris Pratt
Matt Damon
Paul Walker
Dwayne Johnson
Vin Diesel
Chris Hemsworth
Robert Downey Jr.

"How Deep Is Your Love" -Calvin Harris and Disciples
"Ghost" - Ella Henderson
"Heartbeat Song" - Kelly Clarkson
"Chandelier" - Sia
"Elastic Heart" - Sia
"7/11"- Beyonce
"Stitches" - Shawn Mendes
"Hello" - Adele
"Fight Song" - Rachel Platton
"See You Again" - Wiz Khalifa feat. Charlie Puth
"Love Me Like You Do" - Ellie Goulding
"Take Me To Church" - Hozier
"The Hanging Tree" - Jennifer Lawrence
"She Knows" - Neyo ft. Juicy J
"Trap Queen" - Fetty Wap

Criminal Minds
American Crime
Law and Order: SVU
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[Feb. 3rd, 2016|03:59 am]
Johnny Depp and Amber Heard
Justin Timberlake and Jessica Biel
Dax Shepard and Kristen Bell
Shawn Booth and Kaitlyn Bristow
Freddie Prince Jr. and Sarah Michelle Gellar
Kevin Bacon and Kyra Sedgwick
Mark Wahlberg and Rhea Durham
Matthew McConaughey and Camila Alves
Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie
Channing Tatum and Jenna Dewan Tatum
Ryan Reynolds and Blake Lively
Chris Pratt and Anna Farris
Peter Facinelli and Jaime Alexander
Jason Statham and Rosie Huntington-Whitely
Jared Padalecki and Genevieve Cortese
George Clooney and Amal
Liam Hemsworth and Miley Cyrus
Daniel Craig and Rachel Weisz
Liev Schreiber and Naomi Watts
Robert Downey Jr. and Susan Downey
Joshua Jackson and Diane Kruger
Ian Somerhalder and Nikki Reed
Brian Austin Green and Megan Fox
Ryan Phillippe and Paulina Slagter
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